The Deserted Garden
by
Elizabeth Barrett Browning
(Poem & Explanation)
The Deserted Garden
I
mind me in the days departed,
How
often underneath the sun
With
childish bounds I used to run
To a
garden long deserted.
The
beds and walks were vanished quite;
And
wheresoe’er had struck the spade,
The
greenest grasses Nature laid,
To
sanctify her right.
I
called the place my wilderness,
For
no one entered there but I;
The
sheep looked in, the grass to espy,
And
passed it ne’ertheless.
The
trees were interwoven wild,
And
spread their boughs enough about
To
keep both sheep and shepherd out,
But
not a happy child.
Adventurous
joy it was for me!
I
crept beneath the boughs, and found
A
circle smooth of mossy ground
Beneath
a poplar tree.
Old
garden rose-trees hedged it in,
Bedropt
with roses waxen-white
Well
satisfied with dew and light
And
careless to be seen.
Long
years ago it might befall,
When
all the garden flowers were trim,
The
grave old gardener prided him
On
these the most of all.
Some
lady, stately overmuch,
Here
moving with a silken noise,
Has
blushed beside them at the voice
That
likened her to such.
And
these, to make a diadem,
She
often may have plucked and twined,
Half-smiling
as it came to mind
That
few would look at them.
Oh,
little thought that lady proud,
A
child would watch her fair white rose,
When
buried lay her whiter brows,
And
silk was changed for shroud!—
Nor
thought that gardener (full of scorns
For
men unlearned and simple phrase),
A
child would bring it all its praise
By
creeping through the thorns!
To
me upon my low moss seat,
Though
never a dream the roses sent
Of
science or love’s compliment,
I
ween they smelt as sweet.
It
did not move my grief to see
The
trace of human step departed:
Because
the garden was deserted,
The
blither place for me!
Friends,
blame me not ! a narrow ken
Has
childhood ‘twixt the sun and sward :
We
draw the moral afterward —
We
feel the gladness then.
And
gladdest hours for me did glide
In
silence at the rose-tree wall;
A
thrush made gladness musical
Upon
the other side.
Nor
he nor I did e’er incline
To
peck or pluck the blossoms white;
How
should I know but roses might
Lead
lives as glad as mine.
To
make my hermit-home complete,
I
brought clear water from the spring
Praised
in its own low murmuring, —
And
cresses glossy wet.
And
so, I thought, my likeness grew
(Without
the melancholy tale)
To
‘gentle hermit of the dale’,
And
Angelina too.
For
oft I read within my nook
Such
minstrel stories; till the breeze
Made
sounds poetic in the trees, —
And
then I shut the book.
If I
shut this wherein I write
I
hear no more the wind athwart
Those
trees,—nor feel that childish heart
Delighting
in delight.
My
childhood from my life is parted,
My
footstep from the moss which drew
Its
fairy circle round : anew
The
garden is deserted.
Another
thrush may there rehearse
The
madrigals which sweetest are;
No
more for me ! — myself afar
Do
sing a sadder verse.
Ah
me, ah me ! when erst I lay
In
that child’s-nest so greenly wrought,
I
laughed unto myself and thought
‘The
time will pass away’.
And
still I laughed, and did not fear
But
that, whene’er was past away
The
childish time, some happier play
My
womanhood would cheer.
I
knew the time would pass away,
And
yet, beside the rose-tree wall,
Dear
God, how seldom, if at all,
Did
I look up to pray !
The
time is past; — and now that grows
The
cypress high among the trees,
And
I behold white sepulchers
As
well as the white rose,—
When
graver, meeker thoughts are given,
And
I have learnt to lift my face,
Reminded
how earth’s greenest place
The
colour draws from heaven,—
It
something saith for earthly pain,
But
more for Heavenly promise free,
That
I who was, would shrink to be.
That
happy child again.
‘The
Deserted Garden’ was included in the volume titled Miscellaneous Poems published
in 1850. It is a romantic lyrical recollection of the lost sweetness, innocence
and happiness that is associated with childhood. The garden was the secret
place to which she would go as a little girl and spend time thinking about her
future.
Explanation
The
poet remembers the days spent in a garden which was deserted and therefore her sit
in it all by herself. She remembers its flower-beds, green lawns and trees. She
used to go underneath the branches of trees feeling thrilled at the adventure.
In those days ladies who wore grand dresses used to come to the garden. The
poet, a child, would look at those stately ladies. She did not feel the
difference of rank or power at that time, for her whole interest was in the
beauty of the garden. When she looks back in time now as a grown-up person, she
thinks of the solace and calm the garden had provided to her. At the loss of
childhood and its sweetness, the poet remembers the garden.
The
poem’s retreat into childhood is romantic and emotional. The memories of the
past bring with them nostalgia, for there is an association of freedom,
excitement and thrill with the garden. The openness and greenery of the
‘deserted’ garden gave the girl-child a space where she could read, think and
imagine in complete freedom. That the childhood is over makes the nostalgia all
the more powerful, for its glory of that time is no more. The note of
melancholy that is felt throughout the lyrical evocation of the garden and
childhood, make the poem very effective. It is a beautifully simple, sensuous
and lyrical poem.
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